Chapter 14: Despair?
Hope, huh.
I spent a few idle hours yesterday, sat with my notebook. I suppose that my education at the academy wasn't half bad, for me to remember half of what I have written, but it's taken time to do the simple transmutations to confirm things. Time. Out of sheer curiosity, I decided to work out how much of...anything it would cost me to actually make dark matter right now.
From my basic calculations, it'd take me mining around 500 blocks of stone to make one diamond. It would then take me around 30 diamonds to make a simgle piece of dark matter. Even if making something of it only required one piece, there is always the chance of failure - which is 15000 broken blocks of stone wasted. I guess there are other routes to it, but put like this...hope is a goal I can't afford to reach for right now.
How about those aggregators then? about 30 glowstone comes to a diamond. So I'd need about 900 for a piece of dark matter. One aggregator seems to be able to make 10 glowstone in a day, so that'd be 90 days, right?
90 days of waiting for...what? a chance at making something to make time faster? However I look at it, it's beyond what I can do.
90 days can't be that long. I've been here at least that long up till now. but if I were to make a second one...I wanted to find out if I could make one work faster anyway, I guess.
I need that cauldron to be hotter, I can't trust cooking meat in it like this. Not chicken anyways...Perhaps if I had beef It would be fine. I guess for now I'll impregnate some more cobblestone with redstone dust, though if it's going to always cool down like this over time, I'll need something better.
Two things were banned at the academy, two things that always stood out. The first was the transmutation of living things; too many mistakes were made too early, the monstrosities killed mercilessly. The other was any attempt to summon matirials from the underworld. Not that there was reputed to be much there...lots of lava, which I guess doesn't count. Glowstone wasn't 'technically' from there, it just happened to be there. No, what was really banned was two simple matirials: 'soul' sand, supposedly some form of living quicksand apparently was too dangerous, it corrupted the world around it. The other was netherrack, the stone responcible for the eternal fires of hell. Or so they say. The latter at least was the origional inspiration for what I'm using to cook my food right now.
Hellfire, huh? Perhaps the real deal would burn hotter. Why were we disallowed it?
I'm tiring of these torches. I've been thinking for a while now, but I need some real lighting. torches are dim, give off smoke, and easilly broken, while glowstone...it just looks strange. Not to mention, neither can be switched off...I don't think I've been able to sleep in a dark room once since I've gotton here. That said, I think I know how to go about making something more suitable, and thankfully the cauldron should be hot enough to do it.
I already have a decent number of glass panes handy, and forming them into hollow cubes is simple. What I need is a filament, a non-magical, non-alchemical, simple piece of technology. While I suppose the matirials are rough, I already know that redstone and glowstone mix well in this world, and if I could just get it to solidify around something like a string or a bundle of fibres, it'd be exactly what I need, I think.
I dreamt about home again last night. I suppose they were my thoughts from before, but I kept seeing my old dog. Whatever god rules this place would know the company would be worth it.
I need to try to remember.
I know I shouldn't do this, but why not. At worst, I guess I could run, but this can't go wrong. If the journal ends here, know that I'm about to use the same laws that govern the conversion of one form of plant like to another on this chicken. Hopefully it works. It would have been better if I'd ever even been taught the basic rules of animal transmutation, but here goes.
I should try again. I'll try for a dog. I have some bones handy, and some chicken...it'd be nice to have a pet.
What was my old dog's name? I can't remember...